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Journal Entry: Thu Dec 17, 2009, 8:31 AM
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Reading: FM 7-8 Infantry Platoon
  • Watching: How I Met Your Mother
  • Playing: Star Wars: The Force Unleashed
  • Drinking: Uludag (Efsane Gazoz)

pi.ya.de

Yine uzun bir aranin ardindan hayal kirikligiyla yaziyorum... Daha onceki journalimde yazdigim (bkz. asagi) ucus okulunu maalesef amir faktoru nedeniyle bitiremedim. Kaderimiz buymus, hayirlisi boyleymis avuntulariyla cektigim kuradan yeni sinifimin Piyade oldugunu ogrendim. Ikı hafta once de Piyade Okuluna (Tuzla/Istanbul) katildim.:salute: Onumde cok hareketli, bilinmezlerle dolu bir hayat var. Bana kolay gelsin bakalim.

Bayram

Bayram hakkinda edebiyat yapamicam sabah sabah, direk yaziyorum. Herkesin Ramazan Bayramı mubarek olsun. Sevdiklerinizle mutlu, huzur ve saglik dolu nice bayramlar gecirmeniz dileklerimle. Bu arada bundan oncek, yazimda nisanlandigimi soylemeyi unutmusum. 11 Eylul 2009 ya da 9/11 ne derseniz deyin, en mutlu gunlerimden birisiydi.Kendinize iyi bakin, tatliyi fazla kacirmayin.

Mutluluk

Merhaba, uzun suredir piyasada yokum farkinda misiniz bilmiyorum. Ucus okuluna basladim sonunda, cektigim kuradan sabit kanat cikti. Onumuzdeki bir yil boyunca Cessna T182T Skylane model ucagin egitimini alacagim bir sorun olmazsa... Hoscakalin...

Sonunda...

Sonunda okulu da bitirdim. Hayatimda yaptigim onemli birkac seyden yalnizca birisiydi. Ama belki de en onemlisi. Her ogrenci okulu bitirip belki de tekrar ogrenci olmayacagina sukreder. Belki bazilari o hayati ozleyip yine o gunlere donmek isteyebilir. Hayir. Kesinlikle HAYIR! Ben istemiyorum. Hesabimi takip etmis olan varsa, ne kadar uzun sure buradan daha da onemlisi fotograftan uzak kaldigimi anlamistir.
Gercekten cok zor gunler gecirdim. Kafayi siyirdigim, isyan edip, sesim duyulmasin diye kafami yastiga bastirip haykirdigim zamanlar oldu. Hayata kustugum, her sevincimin kursagimda kaldigi gunler oldu. 'Gercekten sabir imtihani bu olsa gerek' dedirten anlarim oldu.
Tecavuzden zevk almaya baktim, ama yok babacim, kazin ayagi oyle degil. Cetrefilli is ogrencilik. Bir daha asla. Isimi seviyorum, huzurlu bir evim, mutlu bir ailem olsun istiyorum. Hayattan tek beklentim bu simdilik.
Özel esya kavramini unuttugum, en ozelimin dokunulmazligini yitirdigim zamanlari unutmam zaman alacak biraz. Iyi bir tatili hak ettim sanirim. Cok guzel baslayan yaz, umarim basladigi gibi devam eder.
Pasim cozuldukten sonra yeni calismalarimi yukleyecegim. Bir sure sadece arsivimi tarayip begendiklerimi sunacagim.
Sevgiler.


Bakiniz

- *oscarsnapshotter
- =salihagir
- *serhatdemiroglu
- ~freakme
- ~aykanozener
- ~muratsuyur
- ~kbalciner









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I killed a DD!

Sat Jan 31, 2009, 2:37 AM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Vanessa da Mata feat. Ben Harper - Boa Sorte
  • Reading: UH-1 User's Manual
  • Playing: Flight Simulator 9 - AB206 / S-70 / UH-1H
Hi there,

I've been trough a very hard time in my life. Both private and educational. My finals are about to end and I'm going home for the semester break which will last 2-short-weeks. As some of you have noticed -if there is someone keeping an eye out for me- I have deleted my most favoured deviations including 'The Warrior' which actually got a DD on Nov 18th,2008. The reason is my obedience for strict information policies applied for me. I've done that not to get in trouble until I graduate.

My life is going down with maximum speed and if I manage to hit the bottom, I think it will be possible for me to reach the surface again in a short period of time. The things which I always thought only happen in movies and soap operas happened to me one after another. Deceit, mistrust and chaos looms over my life.
Only thing binds me to life is my hope to graduate and become a chopper pilot next year. Wish me luck on that...

I've been only adding DD's and some other deviations to my respective collections while I periodically check my inbox and reply some of them due to hardships I mentioned above. I just took 2 or 3 photos worth processing -not even transferred them to my laptop which has been confiscated for investigation purposes.

As you can see, I need some time to come to myself.
Have a nice day, my friends...

PS: to-do list
-cheer up :boogie:
-journal css
-classify deviations
-upload deviations
-re-watch the whole star wars series :jedi:
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I got a DD!

Tue Jan 6, 2009, 9:06 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Radio
  • Reading: UH-1 User's Manual
  • Watching: My Back
  • Playing: Flight Simulator 9 - AB206 / S-70 / UH-1H
  • Eating: Ekler *yummy*
  • Drinking: Yeni Raki
###Update: Due to hardships in both my school and private life, i am off for a while. I will still keep up with DDs,:+fav:,:+devwatch: and my inbox but no new deviations. Maybe I can start again in spring. Take care.####

Hi all!
I just happened to see my inbox full of faves and collections and read someone told me 'Congrats on DD', checked out the DD Channel and WTF I got a DD!

I am very happy about it, I know for some its very common thing, but it's been 3 years now since I first uploaded my devs, and none got attention at all. But today I am very excited. Thank you all for your support!

:heart:[link]:heart:

Thank you, `TerrorCookie for suggesting and ^estudio for featuring.

I want to feature=Sebastian0330's journal, he has written a nice poem about a soldier's feelings, inspired by my deviation[link]
here is the link:[link]

Note: Sorry for the delay on replies to faves and collections, I am going to drop by to all visitors. :heart:

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1 Kasim

Sat Nov 1, 2008, 3:34 AM
  • Mood: Hope
  • Listening to: Radio
  • Reading: UH-1 User's Manual
  • Watching: My Back
  • Playing: Flight Simulator 9 - AB206 / S-70 / UH-1H
  • Eating: Ekler *yummy*
  • Drinking: Yeni Raki
Bugün dogum gunum.
Mutlu muyum? Pek sayilmaz. Dün tasinabilir harddiskim bozuldu ve tum fotograf arsivim 'simdilik' kayboldu, eger tamir ettirebilirsem o zaman mutlu olabilirim belki. dA da olanlar disindakilerin pek azi su anda elimde, dA dakiler bile yok, Allah'tan tam boyutta yuklemisim.

Var mi harddisk tamiri yapabilen veya uygun fiyata yapan bir yer bilen?
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